my life for this coming week...

i can already predict that this coming week will be a drag for me because of my sickness and my ever tight schedule. i think i need to finally quit one of my IGs because i am just too pack nowadays. no time for my family, no time for myself, no time to even cut my nails, do you know where i cut my nails last week? its at the staircase!!! during break time somemore!!! damn there are so many things that i like in this school but i am a human being whom is weak and due to anything like sickness or just simply pure bad mood. i am still sick when i am writing this post. and to top it all some people in school does not even understand the things that i am in. they only want the best and the tip top condition from me.

plus this week i must help to prepare some kind of proposal for a christmas party. being part of X-synthesis really boost my confidence and help me in event managing but it also take away my time for the rest of other things that i love to do like going to the GYM for example.

but i know... greatness knows no limits... if i want to be great... i must look and achieve beyond the horizon... lucky for me not everyone hate me in school... i still have the support from people around me... thank you god... just a few "people" whom is just not happy with my existence in this world.. man if only there are no laws in this world.. i would be glad to finish off this "people" with my special "one hit KO" trade mark finisher which i learn from my martial arts classes, basically i just combine and edit the moves so that it is original and so that no other form of martial arts can defend or run away from my "one hit KO" finisher. how i wish that day would come after i get my DIPLOMA cert because i will be needing these "people" to help me to get my cert. as i always says, "i love those people whom hate me and are jealous of me because you guys give me the purpose to life..."

most probably this week i would be very pack and hopefully my sickness will subside so that i will have that extra energy to go through this definitely pack week. got to prepare and be ready for lots of stuff. and this week i will have to be strong mentally and physically to because this week i will get hell if i am not careful.
may god have mercy on me and may god help me through this week with patience and strength that i will really need. amin...