confession...

MAN... i just which i can turn back time you know.... i just wish things can go smooth for me... if only i can turn back time... i would not do the stupid things that i did to hurt people and be arrogant... damn me man... it is just that i have done too many hurtful things and i am very paisei to confess and to ask for forgiveness or even to straighten back the situation... my arrogant has really taken a toll on me... people do make mistakes but the mistakes i did was too hurtful for those people whom i hurt... but... nvm.. i will try to reconcile back.. slowly.. using my own ways... i will try... i believe it will be alright again... i just need to be a little bit more confident and a little bit more less arrogant at handling these stuff... writing these confessing tiself have taken me days to think about it.... maybe this is what i deserve after hurting too many people and make a lot of mistakes... good luck to me and may god bless me in whatever i am doing... peace out!

for those of you who read this blog and is the one i offended in a way... let it be the past, present or even the future... I CANT SAY ENOUGH OF APOLOGISING... I KNOW WORDS CAN MEAN NOTHING.. BUT PLS.. TAKE THIS AS MY FIRST STEP OF EVOLVING...

YA.. IM STILL EVOLVING... i am giving myself one month to reduce my weight for about 3 kg at least.. now i am 80 kg.. so may god bless...

i am evolving my whole self... outside and inside... cause i need to change in order to be more mature and to stick to the advise my mum gave me... i will delete this post after i think i have made a little improvement... may god bless!